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The old warrior’s mind was like an enclosed fishpond surrounded by a protective wall of silence and long hard stares into nothing.
The intoxicating numbness of ‘awa often carried him quickly into his blind slumber, but when the magic of its numbing effect wore off, the sluice gates of his protective pond were lifted, and the horrible memories of war would flood forward. The memories of many campaigns in the name of elevating whoever the ruling chief may have been at the time possessed his mind and spirit and seized his body. He was a youth once more, dashing across the plains of pili grass along with countless numbers of his warrior brothers as they went headlong into a waiting wall of enemy flesh. His lithe, muscular legs carried him effortlessly toward his mark. It would be a few minutes before he actually broke a sweat, his breathing was even and calm. He had established a breathing pattern to keep the oxygen running through his body to avoid fatiguing so easily. The even flow of air also aided him in keeping his mind clear once he engaged in hand-to-hand combat. Not every man in his first wave would return home alive no matter how rousing a speech the ruling chief gave. It was merely done to elicit a sense of bravery and to re-establish a belief in the fabled glory of war. The reality of war yielded no glory. This he knew. Some would be badly wounded and die slowly. Others would have their entire lower intestines hanging from where their stomach. Those poor few took a few days to die. The more who survived completely were the ones who were truly wounded. Whenever he was about to engage the enemy, he would put it out of his mind as quickly as it came and return to the task at hand. Shutting out the din of mindless shouting and high screeching war cries, he fixed his focus on one warrior amongst the many that stood between themselves and the enemy prize. This “ONE” had to be the example. His death had to come with such brutality that the act alone would steal away the breath of the thousand who witnessed it. He ran faster, faster. He had to be the first to get there, the first one ahead of the countless numbers of his brothers who ran beside him. Taking in a deeper breath, he increased his speed and began to pull away from the black mass of the Hawaiian army. Faster now, he ran until the sound of his comrades’ voices faded behind him, faster until he was within distance of his intended target.There he was at the very front of the battle line, an Ali‘i ‘ai moku, a chief of a district, a lesser chief but a perfect sacrifice as the first given to the war god. Closing the distance now, his fixed gaze never left his target. He would reach him soon. Now all he had to do was will this chief to look back at him to see death coming. The chief did not see the approaching warrior at first, but the others who stood near him did. He was far enough ahead of his regiment that he had made himself an easy target for their spears. Only the most skilled were called forward to gift this brave or foolish warrior with the tips of their weapons. The spears were fashioned from a dense piece of wood known as kauila. The weapons were either of a singular sharp point or fashioned with reversed barbs with the bottom edges facing one another. When pierced with such a weapon, one could not remove it either way without the sharpened barbs causing severe internal damage. They did exactly as he had hoped; they threw their spears headlong toward him. A sinister smile came upon him and the hackles raised on the back of his neck. The hour of truth had arrived, he’d become possessed of the Ku element, and in full view of the enemy, he threw his own weapons away and continued his trek unarmed. Finally, he and the enemy chief locked eyes while more enemy spears came with the veracity of finding their target. He dodged one and parried the next with his hand; the other was intended for his head, which he bobbed to the other side, never once leaving his gaze from the enemy chiefs. He wanted him to see his end approaching. He wanted his comrades to see the horror of it as well. It was the few seconds of utter shock that would buy his own army the time they needed to obliterate the enemy’s first line of defense. And there it was, the opportunity he’d been waiting for. He was now close enough the see the red feathers on the cape of the chief ruffling in the wind. It was the distraction he needed. As he glanced toward the ruffling of the feather cape, so too did the enemy chief. In the same instant, two spears flew directly at him, and he plucked both right out of the air without any effort. He let the weight of the spears spin him around, and he cast the first toward the chief’s head, who dodged to the right. The second followed behind the first in the same direction, and the enemy chief repeated his first feint. The look on the enemy chief’s face was one of ridicule as if the fast-approaching warrior was an amateur at casting spears. Then, with one shoulder roll forward, the warrior sprang up from the dirt and, with his two fingers, plucked out the eyes of the enemy chief and ate them. Before the chief could react, the warrior then pierced the chief’s abdomen with his fingers, removed the liver, and consumed it for all witnesses to see. Horror struck the entire first line, but they had no time to react. The warrior’s army was upon them. Death had come in numbers that seemed to have no end.
The enemy chief was the first to die in battle, a valued prize indeed. His body was taken to the sacrificial altar as an offering to the god of war, Kū. The victory was theirs. The day was won. The effects of the ‘awa began to wear off, and the eyes of the old warrior could only see blurred images of the moon that shimmered over the ocean. He needed the seaweed that would help restore his sight; he knew the area around his home well enough to find his way back to the cave where he now lived. His body was old and broken due to all he had put himself through during the wars from times long past. It was all he knew. His family could not understand his bouts of anger whenever he drank the ‘awa, and in turn, he felt that he had outlived his usefulness and agreed to leave his home. With what little mercy his family had left for him, they sent their youngest son to stay with the old warrior to see him through his last years. Once the old man had passed, he would be allowed to return home. The boy slept on a pile of mats just at the foot of the cave. In the middle of his slumber, he felt the old warrior nudge him from his sleep. No words needed to be said; whenever the old man woke him, he understood that the blindness had come, and he needed the seaweed. The seaweed itself was of a black variety that needed to be administered in tiny doses. Too much of it would render the very same adverse effect that it was meant to cure. So on nights like these, at the behest of the old warrior, the boy rose from his sleep and made his way down the old path leading to a small cove. It was beyond this cove where the boy would have to slip into the dark waters only to retrieve just a handful of the black seaweed. A minuscule application of the seaweed would leave the old warrior with perfect sight for a month or so but now, as he indulged himself with more and more ‘awa, the blindness seemed to be returning with more frequency and the task of having to get more of the black seaweed became even more dangerous.
The waters just outside the cove belonged to a shark that had already gained a reputation for killing several swimmers and fishermen. So the boy had to be quick each time. Most certainly, he never dove into the water but simply immersed himself beneath its surface and kept his movements small and confined as he pulled his body along the walls of the submerged reef until he found what he needed. Although once, the boy suggested to the old warrior that it might be prudent to gather and store the seaweed so that it would be available whenever the blindness returned, the old man said that the remedy only worked immediately after it was gathered, when it’s potency was most effective. The sound of the crashing waves amplified into the long hollow depths of the cave where the old warrior slept. In his dreamless sleep, his subconscious heard the din of the thunderous ocean. Still, in the old warrior's mind, it may as well have been the war cries of his comrades fighting side by side in a sea of bodies so close together that it became difficult to distinguish the enemy from your own brother. Somewhere above the clamor, he thought he heard the faint call of his name. It was enough to rouse him from his slumber. War had taken a physical toll on his body. Where he could once rise to his feet without effort, he now had to roll himself onto his stomach and rise on his hands and knees until he could eventually stand. Standing straight up took a minute or two because the process was painful. A pinch of a nerve here and the cracking of cartilage there, and he was finally able to shuffle his way out of the cave. The waves just outside the cove drew themselves back and hit the reef like titanic hands beating on a pahu drum, releasing a deep cavernous sound that shook the warrior to his core. With each stroke, the old man’s body jumped and twitched, and his ears sharpened. In the distance, he could hear the call of his name. The sound was faint but unmistakable,
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